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First Publish from Word 2007

Just thought I would test this feature in word. Here going nuttin!!

Blog Entry dated 10/11/2009 12:12 PM

Well here it is October 11 New Tv work GREAT for computer monitor...still playing catchup with my school work ..Living w/ my Dad now broke but surviving...Amylynn back in my life what a year...

Blog Entry dated 5/29/2009 3:17 PM

Well it took two weeks but I got my lap top up and running again...With a new 320 gb harddrive!!!My friend from Florida ,Yvette had to send me the money but its cool...And to think the last time I saw her was 15 years ago .Nice to talk to old friends!!!

Blog Entry dated 4/26/2009 12:49 PM

Sunday at the end of April in Philly has always been a nice time. All the girls in their Sunday finest,the weather hinting toward summerIts going up into the nintys today. What The fuck am I gonna use this blog for???Should I use it as a nifty online diary or to track my progress in school.My progress in life...I want other people to have an interest and perhaps comment. The one thing i am learning is you can have all the greatest software ,I have Office 2007 & Adobe CS 3 ,but you must have your own vision.With this software I can create a professional looking web site or blogIF I HAVE A VISION.By vision I mean purpose.Isn't that what we all strive for???LOL.

English is almost over

Well i just did my oral presentation for my english class .Yuck, I hate talking in front of people. But i did it...TheProfessor was supposed to have our grades from our porfolio, but did not have them . She told me that so far i have a B...but without that portfolio grade that B means notta.Soooo ..I have to wait for her to Email me the final grade... Friday i have my Computer 100 final   ...spreadsheets no formulas have me stumped. I gotta study tomorrow. Its just a miracle that I made it this far...It seems like a year since Melissa died...another life ago..a life that was not to be for her and I. Where do   ...oh wait an email...Hey I passed English 112 Fuckin a!!!That had to be the hardest class ever ..not because of the content but because that was my first DeVry class on the day My Melissa passed away..That just made it HARD>Ok on 2 my future....

First conntribute effort

Angel Finds Home 

Crimson skies blue, violet and black

Angel eye dance the star lit track

Search for answers in the invading night

Search for answers with all your might

You listen to darkness as it seethes

Tales of a nation as it breaths

Spark of pain is at your heels

As hell-bent rain pours thru the fields

Lost then found to the heavens above

Spinning 'round drenched in god’s love

Only, the notion in your head

Only the opposite of all your dread

Contrast so sharp, the love and the light

Brightens the darkness for your heavenly flight

Your journey not ends with a line in a poem

Your journey ends when,

My angel finds home!!!

 

just like the song says

---------------- Now playing: John Coltrane - In a Sentimental Mood via FoxyTunes You gotta admit this is one of the worlds most perfect songs...Those first few piano notes put me in a sentimental mood then Trane kicks the feeling into high gear.Unbelievable!!!and so that how i feel...like how could all that tine just slip by. Melissa Gone! Lisa Pregnant ! Amy Missing Robin disappeared..Shannon is gone too...Kathy has not responded...I guess I should really give Heather a call. Why i keep putting it of it beyond me. Been listening to Audioslave on the MP3 player .Can't believe i got my 3rd essay for English 112 done this morning...that was calling it close. Still not sure if Iam gonna use this as an online journal or what...Guess I could put some interesting pix up in this.....

Death lives On....

---------------- Now playing on MediaMonkey: Miles Davis - My Ship via FoxyTunes 3-23-09

Well I'm just a little bit numb after having my sweetheart die after my first day at class at DeVry University. I mean shit how am I supposed to feel. I think I better start writing about it or i might just go fuckin mad.Blog,Journal

I keep putting off my homework for school til the last minute. I allow myself to be hypnotized by the web and all its different angles,instead of doing my work. Running to avoid being happy about school cause I feel guilty. This is supposed to be my happy time yet how can I be happy when Melissa is dead. Sweet Melissa

Lil Lissa my love ,my dream, my angel. GONE!! I guess its easier for me than her mom and dad but I loved her too. For 6 years she was my secret love. Even the 4 years I was with Lisa...I still had a flame in my heart for Melissa. Only now starting in February was it to be our time. Finally...but then no, fire of unknown origin took her from this life. S-protein blood disorder??? Heroin??? Which was it.Looking at her in that casket was one of the hardest things i ever had to do.She looked like she was having a dream.like she was gonna wake up and tell me WHY!!Morbid,Maybe.Fuck it I loved her.She was to be my girl...now shes with the worms. Better place she is said the priest,with our lord. I wish i had that kind of faith...Not at this moment.

I do believe her energy is out there somewhere.She is with me always and i know she knows I know. Can you dig that???Shes really my angel now. I wonder how to have another relationship now ... how do i get past this . All I want is some one to spend the rest of my days with. Someone beautiful and honest and loving.

---------------- Now playing on MediaMonkey: Miles Davis - Stella By Starlight via FoxyTunes ---------------- Now playing on MediaMonkey: Miles Davis - Stella By Starlight via FoxyTunes